Spirit

 Good freakin morning! I feel like I've got my spirit back after a very long while. For a long while I was over come with doubt and imposter syndrome and thoughts of what am I even doing?, Im not good at this. And so on and so forth. Fear has really been in control of why life, but I have really been trying to reinforce to myself that 'I am not my fear' and to just go out and do whatever the fuck my heart desires. And not let the fear stop me. Although it lingers it is not in control, I am. 

When I get into the mindset, I create so much more freely and openly and honestly. And so that is what I've been doing for the last week or so. Just creating. Doing these little writing challenges and writing more without restriction. Ive also been working on music and this is something I have wanted to do for so long and have been doing for so long. but never felt confident enough in my work or comfortable enough to share it, but it is happening and Im going to share it soon! 

Writing has always been at the core of my creative realm but writing to music is just a whole other level that I feel like I thrive in. Being able to use a beat to create words to is where I feel I thrive the most and best! No matter what writing will always be my home and safe space. Whether Im writing here on this blog or whether I'm writing "poetry for instagram" or just writing in my journal or writing songs, this is my passion , this is my heart, this is my everything. Enjoy these photos from the past month!