Year END thoughts

Well, hello there. It's been a mighty long time.  I miss writing so much. Every-time I come back to it, I'm like ahh this feels like home. It feels so good to get my thoughts down in this way. I would say I'm not sure why I always fall off, but I actually know exactly why it happens. It's because I'm mentally writing all the time. I have all of these consistently crazy thoughts that drive me quite mad to be honest. The real struggle of life- overthinking. I have to constantly remind myself that I am not my thoughts, but the one who hears them. Which is why writing is so so important to my soul, and why I have to get that pen to paper, or fingers to keyboard way more often.

A new year is among us. How fast it all goes. Closing out the year with a 1 year old, a 3 year old and a 5 year old. So wild. I'd love to say that I took huge strides towards my goals this year, but I don't feel that way at all. I feel as though I went backwards in some ways and it breaks my heart, but in other ways I did progress and for that, I am proud. 

I read a lot more this year.